Last night, she said...

So out last night, I was having fun, having a few drinks etc when my friend Chelsea called over another friend David. After having a seemingly cool, kinda hilarious conversation, she all of a sudden asked if he was asexual. When he replied no, she told him that in that case he should have sex with me because obviously we both want it.

Now, I'm not denying that he's cute but surely I should have some say over who I try and sleep with. I hardly see David in a sexual manner and he's very little (the last 2 guys I regularly slept with were bigger than me). So I'm kinda embarrassed because it was in front of EVERYONE, and kinda angry because she just assumed that I wanted to sleep with him and that he wanted to sleep with me and then obviously it would just work. I do't work like that. There's way not enough awkward in that situation for it to work for me. And now I'm dreading seeing anyone from the radio station because he works there and I work across the way in the Student's Association and FUCK.

Something else which annoyed me last nigth was that my girl friends kept kissing me. Like, full on pashing. I'm completely ok with girls kissing and I like kissing girls, but there is a time and a place and on the balcony at a bar is totally not it.

On a different note, I totally had group sex 3 weeks ago with 3 girls and a guy. Well, 2 other girls. And it was my first lesbian experience. I'm unsure as to whether I'll go back. I don't really think it was my thing, and everyone is making out like it's such a big deal.

God, I'm such a hot mess right now. I have to write an essay and I just can't. Women's Rights is taking over my life. And I realy love it but it's just so much. And I NEED to pass.